Black Gloss
Tiny Queen.

Lately I’ve been thinking about how awesome it would be to have a little daughter. I think about past lovers who wanted me to get them pregnant and I was like hell nope. I just want an amazing little creature to teach everything I know to, and learn from, and help to become everything they think they would want to be. Maybe my emotional clock is ticking. I don’t know why I’m sure I’ll have a girl. Lots of my female friends say they feel the same way about me having a girl if they had to guess. Oh well. It’ll happen if it’s supposed to.
I still wanna be well dressed hot dad at PTA meetings and parent/teacher night.

You say you speak from your heart but your heart’s all gone. 

I should have been a therapist. I’m missing out on all my callings.

I should have been a therapist. I’m missing out on all my callings.

Very into the Velvet Underground visuals at the end. They’re getting better at pop music. 

My Favorite Cranberries Song Ever.

I’m not ready for this 
Though I thought I would be. 
I can’t see the future 
Though I thought I could see. 
I don’t want to leave you 
Even though I have to. 
I don’t want to love you. 
Oh, I still do. 
Need some time to find myself. 
I want to live within. 
Can I go my own way? 
Can I pray my own way? 
I don’t want to leave you. 
Oh, I need you. 
Am I ready for this? 
Did I think I would be? 
Can I see the future? 
No, I can’t see. 
I don’t want to leave you 
Even though I have to. 
I don’t want to love you. 
Oh, I still do.

Full of good ideas.

I have too much coming up to be this sick. I’m gonna take 3x the recommended dose of NyQuil and sleep with some heavy clothes on. Have to get better ASAP. Either I’ll wake up feeling great or possibly not at all. At least I won’t have to go work!

Boom.

They’ll probably get a Ouija board and call me in anyway. 

Fuck. 

They say that I’m bad for you that’s fine. Sometimes bad is a good time.

Do you miss me? Cause I miss you! 

partyythighs replied to your video:Where is she? 

I miss Amy
You and me both. I probably listen to her so much it’s a detriment to my heart but I can’t help it. partyythighs
Saving lives//Sneezing to death

I’m at work, sick, and I’m doing a study I’ve never done before. Oh cool it’s a dynamic contrast study also. Nah. I’ll just wing it. Why should we have any literature on this stuff.
At least there is the promise of hot chocolate on the horizon.

I should have been an actor.

Co worker: Bryan are you getting sick?
Me: Yea but it’s cool. I have the sniffles. I’m just gonna die here on the floor. Try and step over me. *wraps self in warm blanket* THIS IS THE END!!

Where is she? 

Work commute sounds like…

Getting in the shower. 

Getting in the shower. 

Every time my veins ache.